Saturday, May 22, 2010
IF MY WORDS CAN CHANGE ANYTHING
when we were waiting to take our chi paper 2 break
the pancake i made , i noe it look like....okay...
when we were waiting to take our chi paper 2 break
the pancake i made , i noe it look like....okay...and down here is me and faus at library studying for a math
Thursday, May 20, 2010
试着让故事继续，至少不再让你离我而去。。。这样的挽留，不知还来不来的及。。。
想回到过去。。。
went sch without juan...
just reached sch and it started drizzing..
=.=
went to cantenn bought water...
went bk classroom...
blah~~
reading first..
watch video quite nice
then eng...
went through eng paper...
then math...
continued to coodinates...
recess...
then chem...
got bk and i passed...
bio..
went through corrections...
then bk for chem..
continued wif corrections...
nearly fall asleep...
then ltr lunch...
ate...
geo...
continued wif coast....
and i'm promoted to band 1 !
okay...
then grping...
then went home...
alone...
i'm really vry tired...i don't wan to give up but the facts and actions is just trying to call me to give up...i dun wan to be rejected again .i'm getting vry tired of ppl not wanting me anymore...
from young till now...how many ppl have chosen to abandoned me....u ask me how many , i can't count , i dun wan too...how many have lied to me abt they won't leave me ?! now...all this just made me dun wanna believe any ppl telling me tat they still want me , they won't leave me , they love me no matter wat happen...even my friends...all this ppl made me dun trust ppl around be anymore....i wanted to cry but can i trust anyone again...?is there anyone on this world i can still trust ??!?!
Labels: how long must u ignored me....
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Tell me what can i do ?
a math paper bk... and i passed
bio paper bk....and i passed
math lesson...continued wif coordinates geometry
phy paper bk....and i passed , and i didn get single digit =.=
lunch...
ss paper bk...and i passed...
bio , continued wif corrections
aft bio...
went to do some urea thing ,wat formular....
then it started raining heavily...
and it's vry heavy...
can't go home...
slack around....
then ltr lh's ma came to fetch us...
but we were already half drenched...
but i'm still vry thankful
went home...
althought i bathed the first min i got home...
but i guess....
flu and couth still wanna visit me this time...
:O
bye...
Labels: 为什么。。。全部人都不要我了。。
Monday, May 17, 2010
BREAKING DOWN IN PROGESS...
monring...as usual but didn wait for cousin...
walked to sch...
went classroom...
helped to arrange the tables and chairs...
then blah...
mrs pang came...blahblahblah...
attire check..
gave out eng paper...
haiz...
i failed by 3 marks !
all cus of tat situational !!!!
><
aft tat...
math...
got bk and i passed :)
and i said finally...
then ltr have chi...
dunno y today all the bands didn give out chi papers...
e1 de chem tr came
play chem quiz
then reces...
realised in e4 , bio papers were given out !!!!
argh><
bio pls pass !!!
then ltr geo...
i passed !!!!!!
wasn vry confident abt geo paper though
then ltr alife...
blah...
luchtime
then concert...
quite nervous since it's we sec 3 first time ltc without sec4s...
and i miss them of cus
lala...
then ltr went home...
then secret.....
okay...
i got no mood bye...
Labels: scare....
Saturday, May 15, 2010
If it's really tough for you , make the decision tat u think it's right
today whole day is a slack...
done nothing today...
bored and heartwhacking
tmr...maybe going to bugis wif jy to buy stuff...
got nothing to do now...
and this tw started talking abt it and i started all over again !!!
argh....
Friday, May 14, 2010
Seriously...i need a hug now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's 1.30am now...
and i'm not asleep yet...
i can't sleep !!!!
i dun wan to sleep too...
cus i noe i will start to anyhow think once i got nth to do..
today...
10.30 went sch wif lh...
go through rehersal...
yarh...
then ltr..
12 dismiss le..
went home and bath
prepare prepare
then lh come my house change
off to mrt..trained to bugis..
walk walk while waiting for them...
then ltr we all trained to pasir ris...
reached there...
then...
bused and walked to wild wild wet...
waited the the guys to change...
and they took....
yarh...
u noe...
then ltr went to play !!
yarh...
althought i wasn in a mood to play totally today...
play for 2 hours plus...
went to wash up...
went to eat...
then walked around...
home....
vry tired vry tired...
physically...
emotionally...
i hope things will be better...
seriously....
one week left...
and things will be settle...
results...my first lifetime...which i ever terrfied of my result...
i was scare for my result last time...but this time...i'm terrified...
it's not abt result anymore.....
5 months ltr..is my b'day...i thought this year's will be diff..vry diff..but seems like things gonne change soon....1 week ltr...wat might happen...those scene it's like terrible...
argh !!!!!!!!!!!okay....gonna sleep...bye............
Labels: i wanna tell you....mine have nvr change before... since 1/2 .it have only gone deeper
Thursday, May 13, 2010
slept quite late ytd...
watch anime and wait for msg till so late....
in the end.....
in vain...
morning woke up at 10...
blah...
12.45pm
went sch do ic...
slack...
watch lh they all dance prac
then walked home myself...
continue to watch anime...
till now...
i was excited for mye to pass...
bio paper for miss chandrian to ask us stop writing tat moment,walking out of the classroom...
talking out my handphone...i was excited to open my phone and see ur msg
but i didn recevie any...any from u...and i decided to find excuses for u...maybe u thought bio haven finish.so i waited....and waited...untill ytd's midnight...and i found excuse for u again , maybe morning i will receive it...and this morning...none from u....and i continue to wait...
i dun wan to take the initiative...i hate it aft tat incident...i thought u understand me...but it prove tat u don't...so i decided to raise my courage again...
haha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nvm !!!!it's over !!!i have told myself many times...i was born this way...to endure wat ever comes along my life...yarh because i chose it myself...i have to face myself too...
haha okay much better aft blogging byebye !!
watch anime and wait for msg till so late....
in the end.....
in vain...
morning woke up at 10...
blah...
12.45pm
went sch do ic...
slack...
watch lh they all dance prac
then walked home myself...
continue to watch anime...
till now...
i was excited for mye to pass...
bio paper for miss chandrian to ask us stop writing tat moment,walking out of the classroom...
talking out my handphone...i was excited to open my phone and see ur msg
but i didn recevie any...any from u...and i decided to find excuses for u...maybe u thought bio haven finish.so i waited....and waited...untill ytd's midnight...and i found excuse for u again , maybe morning i will receive it...and this morning...none from u....and i continue to wait...
i dun wan to take the initiative...i hate it aft tat incident...i thought u understand me...but it prove tat u don't...so i decided to raise my courage again...
haha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nvm !!!!it's over !!!i have told myself many times...i was born this way...to endure wat ever comes along my life...yarh because i chose it myself...i have to face myself too...
haha okay much better aft blogging byebye !!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
seriously wat is really really vry important to you ?!?!?!!
would you swear tat ur love will always be true ?
would you say tat you'll always be the one ,to take my breath away ?
*song lyrics*
lalal~~
haha
today...
had math paper 1 and bio
omg...
they all say paper 1 easier but i feel paper 2 is easier...
blah~~
bio...
was okay okay for me...
i noe how to do omg...
mircles :D:D
aft bio...
went to shop shop wif gals...
faun didn make it cus she got f&n prac tmr...
D:
then ltr bought singlet and patpat...
home sweet home~~~
play com then bath...
ate dinner then off to tiong wait for jy...
saw jerry and wei jie
lols...
then ltr jy come le
walked to tuition
leg pain again
stupid
idot
dumb dumb
went tuition
talk , jokes , play quarrel
wif jy of cus
and mr tan
haha i keep find thing quarel wif jy
haha
then ltr went to sub wait for jerry tat grp
yarh
then talk talk then mr tan send us home
thx :D:D
blahblahblah~~~
haiz...
i'm speechless lor....
haiz....
nvm~~~
would you swear tat ur love will always be true ?
would you say tat you'll always be the one ,to take my breath away ?
*song lyrics*
lalal~~
haha
today...
had math paper 1 and bio
omg...
they all say paper 1 easier but i feel paper 2 is easier...
blah~~
bio...
was okay okay for me...
i noe how to do omg...
mircles :D:D
aft bio...
went to shop shop wif gals...
faun didn make it cus she got f&n prac tmr...
D:
then ltr bought singlet and patpat...
home sweet home~~~
play com then bath...
ate dinner then off to tiong wait for jy...
saw jerry and wei jie
lols...
then ltr jy come le
walked to tuition
leg pain again
stupid
idot
dumb dumb
went tuition
talk , jokes , play quarrel
wif jy of cus
and mr tan
haha i keep find thing quarel wif jy
haha
then ltr went to sub wait for jerry tat grp
yarh
then talk talk then mr tan send us home
thx :D:D
blahblahblah~~~
haiz...
i'm speechless lor....
haiz....
nvm~~~
Labels: As wat i say, i will endure.....
Monday, May 10, 2010
Been lonely since the day..the day u went away . so sad but true , for me there's only you...been crying....crying since the day u went away...
today was chem paper...
i hope i pass ?!
okay okay larh the paper
aft paper..9.30am
straight went home..
ate...
bath...
and i slept...
til 12.33pm...
so tired...
thinking wether i should stay at home or go library to study bio...><><><
maybe i stay home first bah...
gonna start at 1pm...
bio !!
pls pass !!!
oh and math paper 1 too !!
TMR'S THE LAST TWO PAPER !!!
FOR ME OF CUS !!!
SO SUPER DUPER HAPPY !!!
i must seriously destress myself aft tmr...
been getting headach since before exam...
super pain...
even my wounds starts to get pain again..
nvm !!
seriously..
i think i'm mad and crazy...
blahblahblah...
hmmm...
3 weeks it's finally over...
finally and i said finally !!!
3 weeks !!!
but i try try to dun msg first till i receive msg first...
haha
okay~~~~~
你被动， 我不想动了！！！！！！！！！
okay i guess nobody understand wat i'm trying to say haha
okay bye !!!
gonna go stress wif bio !!
:D:D
Friday, May 7, 2010
first attempt...fail...
second attempt..failed....
and i hair turn messy aft all this jumping and failing..lol!!
second attempt..failed....
and i hair turn messy aft all this jumping and failing..lol!!
sorry...i have to admit tat most of them are my pics :D:D bye !!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
为了你再笨的事我都肯作，拼命要让你心动，反而你一看见我就想逃走，于是我更努力的付出更多，但你的烦恼却比快乐还多，我突然明白自己犯了大错。想给你所有的爱，最后却给了太多，想证明自己的爱，最后却让你难过，原谅我。。。。明天你不会再看见我。。。。你说我爱你却没认真地替你想过，我拼命付出却没问过你想要什么。没有我，或许你反而会跟好过。。。都已经决定要离开的时候，却还是忍不住又回过了头。你并没有太起头，完全没有再看我。。。明天我不会再说。。。我爱你。。。。no~~~
haha i like the sentences in red...
so sweet and touching and sad too...
anw...
tmr is ss paper...
todaywas phy paper...
and i'm prepared to get a single digit for phy !
haiz~~~
nvm !!!
i will strive for chem then !
aft phy...
went to eat wif jaz , heather and weixin...
then homed...
bathed then slept...
went to take ic photo then went to wait for jaz.
went to buy choco and sweets then oof to library...
library is like so super noisy !!!
nvm...
then i study study till...
7.30...
stomach started to rumble..
then homed...
ate then continue to study ss...
then study finish le...
here i come...
i'm vry stress out by bio...
so scare of tat paper !!!
argh !!!
nvm...
i will strive again...
5 more papers !!!
plspls !!!
faster end them !!!!
i can't take the stress anymore !!!!
haha !!!
i think i'm really vry stress...
symtoms: headach !!!!
haha...
i wan end end end end end.....
not my life..
my papers faster !!!!
okay byebye :)
haha i like the sentences in red...
so sweet and touching and sad too...
anw...
tmr is ss paper...
todaywas phy paper...
and i'm prepared to get a single digit for phy !
haiz~~~
nvm !!!
i will strive for chem then !
aft phy...
went to eat wif jaz , heather and weixin...
then homed...
bathed then slept...
went to take ic photo then went to wait for jaz.
went to buy choco and sweets then oof to library...
library is like so super noisy !!!
nvm...
then i study study till...
7.30...
stomach started to rumble..
then homed...
ate then continue to study ss...
then study finish le...
here i come...
i'm vry stress out by bio...
so scare of tat paper !!!
argh !!!
nvm...
i will strive again...
5 more papers !!!
plspls !!!
faster end them !!!!
i can't take the stress anymore !!!!
haha !!!
i think i'm really vry stress...
symtoms: headach !!!!
haha...
i wan end end end end end.....
not my life..
my papers faster !!!!
okay byebye :)
Labels: paper pls go fast~~~
Sunday, May 2, 2010
I guess i'm just a sucker for love
PHEW!!!
currently it's 3.15am in the morning...
which is midnight , which is the time where i should be sleeping like a log ?!?!
haha no!
just revised geo over and over again
and re read some a math notes...
well..
althought for my last post , i said ta i won't be posting for three weeks..
but..
too bad...
i can't resist my blogger so here i come ^^
hmmm...
i think i kind of rather slack this two days...
cus keep got ppl ask me here and there...
tmr still have to go take ic de pic..
then faus ,yt,jr all ask me go library..
and i'm kind of like uneasy...
too many ppl ?
okay..
admit tat i'm kind of anti-social aft sec 3...
werid sorry..
hmmm...
fri...
sch ends at 12.30..
went home then waited for lh..
i was jumping and jumping downstair her house cus i'm vry vry vry hungry !i seriously need food tat vry time !
then we went to bugis juntion mrt to wait for rac and liu hui to come wif tw , lx , gerald ,wj , long..
then ltr went to food juntion waited for mic and hy and lin han..
( i'm waiting for the THREE of them okay ! believe me ! )
i was so hungry tat vry hungry cus didn eat anything from the morning till 3 plus...
then ltr they finally come le when to eat pepper lunch
then off to bugis national library...
study in the garden...
till 6 plus or 7 like tat..
then lh go chase wj home..
we two went to buy lh's high heels then home sweet home...
SAT
kanna woke up by smarco's msg...
i junp at his msg cu si thought today got sch..
then think once again , today is sat...
but...
ME HAVE TUITION TODAY !!!!
i woke up at 9.50am
and 10am e math tuition !
die...
rush and rush..
10.05 reach there...
haha...
didn even have time to wear lens..
then ltr e math till 12pm...
12.30pm start A math tuition again...
hungry...
2.30pm finally...
walked home...
vry hungry !
then ltr bath le went to find yt they all...
do a bit hw at tc...
then 4 plus went home...
change then 5.30pm waited for lh...
jumping around her house cus i'm hungry !
then bused to central...
walk around see got wat nice dinner we can have...
in the end , went to ljs..
ate..
then ltr watch a cat walk show..
O.O
haha i think i walk nicer hehe
jkjk:D:D
then ltr walk around see see till 8 then bused home...
and home sweet home ^^
SUN
today...
woke up at 11...
then ltr 12.30 went to library...
walking aorund to find seats..
but none...
sat wif tw and long...
do geo and a math...
then ltr 2 plus..
zh come...
then ltr kt come oso..
shocked...
so many ppl...
then ltr 3 plus lh come....
do and talk till 6-7 plus then went to ntuc buy things..
then home sweet home..
ate dinner
then watch tv...
8.30pm went to sleep till 9.30pm..
watch till and play com till....
forgot le..
then start to revise till just now..
then came here...
hmmm...
i guess it's time for me to sleep...
cus i still ahve to wake up tmr to take pics and go library !!!!
sayo nights :D
Labels: tell me wat i wanna hear
