Angel ,能不能让我们再爱一次 ？
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
second day of sch~
heavy rain this morning , went to hall for assembly~
many many talk and i keep doze off~ lol
chem first period , then chi~nearly doze off too
then blah~recess...
from now till end of year , my tue break time is PATHETIC !
recess , yt and jennie only , lunch more sianz , only left me and jennie~ :(
aft sch met gals at ne square , played truth or dare then went home~
6 plus went for tuition , till 8 plus plus~
walked home... );
blah~tmr gonna have pe and i miss pe but....
no faun and heather tmr~ haiz...
and tmr end sch at 1 ! okay...not really happy anw~ lol
tmr aft sch maybe going home then library wif faun
gonna go do some....revision or hw ?
oh yarh~ i dun really wan t reply msgs now...and i dunno this rejection of phone will last how long so.....
i may not reply ppl's msgs sometimes , or maybe late reply if it's urgent...so..
sorry , ppl...
heavy rain this morning , went to hall for assembly~
many many talk and i keep doze off~ lol
chem first period , then chi~nearly doze off too
then blah~recess...
from now till end of year , my tue break time is PATHETIC !
recess , yt and jennie only , lunch more sianz , only left me and jennie~ :(
aft sch met gals at ne square , played truth or dare then went home~
6 plus went for tuition , till 8 plus plus~
walked home... );
blah~tmr gonna have pe and i miss pe but....
no faun and heather tmr~ haiz...
and tmr end sch at 1 ! okay...not really happy anw~ lol
tmr aft sch maybe going home then library wif faun
gonna go do some....revision or hw ?
oh yarh~ i dun really wan t reply msgs now...and i dunno this rejection of phone will last how long so.....
i may not reply ppl's msgs sometimes , or maybe late reply if it's urgent...so..
sorry , ppl...
Been thinking of you and how we used to be.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
today is SAT and i have NDP !><
of cus i came back from there ALIVE~ lol
morning prepare prepare then off to sch...
find faus then get bio papers...
tmr gonna chiong~ :X
went tp padang....lols...saem things , rehersal break all tat....
yarh i sort of went "crazy"today ~ and i think i can be an actress in future~ *sacastic smile*:)
lol...super tired till evening~~nearly fall asleep on the chair~
well...sort of well done for today's rehersal....
sang national day song... :(
ltr went home around 9 plus~
gone crazy wif farhana , yan mei , li han and nadia ~
ha~~
crazy all the way home...
walked home wif yan mei and li han ,
they both talk mental hospital de language and i of cus dun understand~
then ltr yan mei went another way~walked home wif li han~
talked abt choir stuff
just wan to tell ya here cheer up kay :)
though...ha...dun think u noe my blog~
then walked home...
vry tired...today~argh ><
okay and tmr gonna go library read the whole book review and do it !
plus..eng summary ! plus , ss ws ! plus bio 4 paper !
die !!!!!
but gonna pei ah fang go cut hair at centre
yarh~so bye !
tears dropped again today....why ? cus of the national day song !it reminds me of last year our sch de national day songs competition...haiz~
Labels: i'm left wif nothing to say .
Right here waiting.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
morning went for choir~blah~till12 plus , have pizza then have games and all ~ fun~
went home around 3 plus~~~
slacked...till now...maybe ltr gonna do geo....
tmr's choir cancel and i was super happy~but today choir dunno y the mr lim keep aim me
mrs pang oso shout my name , make me so ps argh haha
BYE !
Labels: avoid.... :(
I guess i know the reason why .
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
it's 12.26 already and i have choiur tmr morning ! suppose to be sleeping i noe
haha com too attractive mah~ no choice
anw today is a waste my time day~went out in the morning wif bro to eat breakfast then went to withdraw money then buy stuff
went to bugis then go till there no stock ! super piss
then went bk tiong and went home!
waste my time really , iwanna go home do hw one ! argh ~
haha but i reach home didn do hw~
went to sleep hehe
5 pm went for tuition~ till 7pm then heavy raining~
aft tuition went maket eat dinner wif family
home~do hw and all till now
left three sub de haven do argh~
omg~still got book review shit~
tmr got choir , fri got choir , sat got ndp ! omg i hate them ! HATE THEM !
okay gonna go sleep if not tmr choir sure die~ bye !
i guess i noe why i'm scare now....
i'm scare because i'm scare of seeing you
seeing you wif gals ,seeing in choir in ndp and realising tat my heart is empty
seeing you , remind me of the pain , the memories , seeing you make all the pain come bk
i', scare of the pain , i'm scare of the emptiness so i'm scre of seeing you .
everytime i noe tmr i'm gonna have choir , gonna have ndp , i hate the scareness , i hate the pain for coming bk !
Labels: i'm scare of you and the pain
pics!
Monday, June 21, 2010
不确定我的的笑容还能撑多久。
Sunday, June 20, 2010
When i was in malaysia and waiting to go eat a steamboat where the food stuff is all going round abt one . like sakae sushi like tat ~~cool~~
haha pics~gonna upload more tmr ? maybe ?
ytd was super duper extreme tired !fall asleep within 15min...
haiz...wasted tat 15min crying...stupid ! dumbass~~
okay..anw today morning was kind of weird.
woke up at 8 plus then fall asleep again ,9 plus woke up again , fall asleep again , 11 plus woke up , fall asleep again and 12 plus then finally REALLY WOKE UP haha ! :P
slacked till 4 plus then do ss hw till 5 plus~~bathed then went to clementi there...
went to ate SAKURA !WOO~~
a long journey and funny one ! we went to like a deserted place then like went to a park then me and bro keep trying to take pics and werid pics ! ha! show ur tmr bah ! look forward kay !
ate till 8 plus ? super and duper full !is full till u see food wan vomit like tat~argh haha
and and and ! i'm gonna gain weight ! i ate so much ! i'm gonna go running soon~
then bused home! trying to take pics wif bro again but the bus was shaky ! and he was pissed off cus his pics always blur ! aha !! *evil laughter* lol
aww~and today's my day ~kind of stupid day~
o ! and i hate tue for having A math tuition ! omg~
my outing wif gals ! half dead ! argh ! sadded ! :((((((((((((
sorry gals ! argh ! tmr...monday...got nothing to do~gonna stay home and finished off my ss and geo self learning hw plus....hmmm....eng bah~aha
okay wait for my pics tmr kay !
Labels: 我的心深深伤过却不会忘
Sorry , i tried my best not to drop my tears cus of you once..
Saturday, June 19, 2010
My gals ~~~are ur touched ?!?!must be okay ! i love ur !
To:jiaying,yanting,faun,heather,jennie,dwi and li hong !!
today went for ndp rehersal...
totally exhuasted , stress , scared and vry angry...
i dunno is angry or toally hurt....
anw...morning woke up early and prepare..
then walked to sch....
changed then waited for some late comers...
then bused to padang~~
hot !
rehersal , dance dance dance , break , lunch , dance dance break break , dance...
and it continued till 9 ?
9.30pm , went home ?
ard there larh ha..
then walked home....
oh...saw yt;s blog tagged wif heather;s tag , my tears came out , saw faun's blog post , my tears dropped...cus heather is looking forward for out gals outing , it shows me tat she love us , saw faun's blog post , it showed me tat my gals all love each other alot .lol and there my tears was coming out cus of some bitch trying to make me feel miserable...
okay ! i'm looking forward to our outing too !
i tried not to drop tears for you , i tried to be happy gal in front of you, but i'm scared of you .
i dunno y.i tried means and ways to avoid u...cus i noe , we wont be able to do wat we said...
friends...we wont be able.
bitch ! i dunno whether i should be angry wif u a not...i was thinking then i thought i shouldn be.
u have alwys benn like tat since the day u hurt yt .i should have noe tat u are always tat kind.
snatching ppl's bf , guys friends. noeing tat ur best friends like them and u still snatch! i was vry angry cus u hurt yt , but i choose to forgive u aft like few months , but u tried to hurt me once more! first time is like tat , second time oso like ! i really wan to get you out of my life ! becus of you , even NA ppl noes !i really hate you ! cant u stop like seducing ppls guy friend ? making them feel miserable !!!!
Why the pain and emptiness come back ? :(
Thursday, June 17, 2010
yo ! ytd went for study grp wif jy, yt and sw~~
long time didn saw yt le~so i think she miss me alot ! haha
study grp till 4 .30 then they went to celebrate their senior 's b'day
, me went home
slacked all the way~so today gonna go library to study and do hw , plus read books~
haha but somehow lazy , but nvm ! i will try ! must finish must finsh !
O.o holiday coming to the end le~ 'quite excited to start sch ,oso quite relunctant and terrify
izzte the reason why the pain and emtiness came back ?
dunno why this few nights , cant sleep and keep thinking abt last time....
cried...i dunno y , the emptiness within me came back suddenly...haiz... :(
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望。
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
你还会记得那晚吗？我告诉你，那晚是我第一次晚上在海边看星星。。。5 plus went for tuition till 7pm then ltr went to tiong poplular wif bro , bought pens and ate dinner at kfc ^^ then ltr walked home wif him...
tonight bonding wif bro hahaha
he super funny~~~
anw~hahaha!! i got all my bestis photos ! hehe
stole them from facebook !
hope they dun mind ! :P
hmmm...maybe tonight gonna put them in place bah !!!!
so~~~~look forward !!!
bye !
Labels: 我和他已不再属于这个地方了
你已变成了我最熟悉的陌生人了。
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Saw this pic in internet and immediately thought of how faun and heather love GOD ^^
hmmm...today went for tuition and learn some mod graph & binomial
quite fun :D
then ltr went home and watch drama then went to find ah fang
bought donuts for her
why ?
CUS TODAY'S FANG'S B'DAY !!!
HAPPY B'DAY GAL ! GONE TO KOREA HAVE FUN KAY ^^
LOVES~~~
5 plus went home and continue to watch drama~~
slack~~
tmr having tuition again...
anw,thinking of putting bestis pics in my blog~haven decide whr to put but not sure yet too
waiting for yt's ,jy's,faun's~~faster send me okay~waiting waiting and waiting~~~
:O and Jang Geun Suk so handsome !!
ps juan~haha dont mean to snatch ur boy ha~
haha gonna go back and watch him ! bye ~ :o
Labels: 我会再投入爱也因你啊
