Seriously...i need a hug now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's 1.30am now...
and i'm not asleep yet...
i can't sleep !!!!
i dun wan to sleep too...
cus i noe i will start to anyhow think once i got nth to do..
today...
10.30 went sch wif lh...
go through rehersal...
yarh...
then ltr..
12 dismiss le..
went home and bath
prepare prepare
then lh come my house change
off to mrt..trained to bugis..
walk walk while waiting for them...
then ltr we all trained to pasir ris...
reached there...
then...
bused and walked to wild wild wet...
waited the the guys to change...
and they took....
yarh...
u noe...
then ltr went to play !!
yarh...
althought i wasn in a mood to play totally today...
play for 2 hours plus...
went to wash up...
went to eat...
then walked around...
home....
vry tired vry tired...
physically...
emotionally...
i hope things will be better...
seriously....
one week left...
and things will be settle...
results...my first lifetime...which i ever terrfied of my result...
i was scare for my result last time...but this time...i'm terrified...
it's not abt result anymore.....
5 months ltr..is my b'day...i thought this year's will be diff..vry diff..but seems like things gonne change soon....1 week ltr...wat might happen...those scene it's like terrible...
argh !!!!!!!!!!!okay....gonna sleep...bye............
Labels: i wanna tell you....mine have nvr change before... since 1/2 .it have only gone deeper
