it's 12.26 already and i have choiur tmr morning ! suppose to be sleeping i noe
haha com too attractive mah~ no choice
anw today is a waste my time day~went out in the morning wif bro to eat breakfast then went to withdraw money then buy stuff
went to bugis then go till there no stock ! super piss
then went bk tiong and went home!
waste my time really , iwanna go home do hw one ! argh ~
haha but i reach home didn do hw~
went to sleep hehe
5 pm went for tuition~ till 7pm then heavy raining~
aft tuition went maket eat dinner wif family
home~do hw and all till now
left three sub de haven do argh~
omg~still got book review shit~
tmr got choir , fri got choir , sat got ndp ! omg i hate them ! HATE THEM !
okay gonna go sleep if not tmr choir sure die~ bye !


i guess i noe why i'm scare now....
i'm scare because i'm scare of seeing you
seeing you wif gals ,seeing in choir in ndp and realising tat my heart is empty
seeing you , remind me of the pain , the memories , seeing you make all the pain come bk
i', scare of the pain , i'm scare of the emptiness so i'm scre of seeing you .
everytime i noe tmr i'm gonna have choir , gonna have ndp , i hate the scareness , i hate the pain for coming bk !

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