Sorry , i tried my best not to drop my tears cus of you once..
Saturday, June 19, 2010
My gals ~~~are ur touched ?!?!must be okay ! i love ur !
To:jiaying,yanting,faun,heather,jennie,dwi and li hong !!
today went for ndp rehersal...
totally exhuasted , stress , scared and vry angry...
i dunno is angry or toally hurt....
anw...morning woke up early and prepare..
then walked to sch....
changed then waited for some late comers...
then bused to padang~~
hot !
rehersal , dance dance dance , break , lunch , dance dance break break , dance...
and it continued till 9 ?
9.30pm , went home ?
ard there larh ha..
then walked home....
oh...saw yt;s blog tagged wif heather;s tag , my tears came out , saw faun's blog post , my tears dropped...cus heather is looking forward for out gals outing , it shows me tat she love us , saw faun's blog post , it showed me tat my gals all love each other alot .lol and there my tears was coming out cus of some bitch trying to make me feel miserable...
okay ! i'm looking forward to our outing too !
i tried not to drop tears for you , i tried to be happy gal in front of you, but i'm scared of you .
i dunno y.i tried means and ways to avoid u...cus i noe , we wont be able to do wat we said...
friends...we wont be able.
bitch ! i dunno whether i should be angry wif u a not...i was thinking then i thought i shouldn be.
u have alwys benn like tat since the day u hurt yt .i should have noe tat u are always tat kind.
snatching ppl's bf , guys friends. noeing tat ur best friends like them and u still snatch! i was vry angry cus u hurt yt , but i choose to forgive u aft like few months , but u tried to hurt me once more! first time is like tat , second time oso like ! i really wan to get you out of my life ! becus of you , even NA ppl noes !i really hate you ! cant u stop like seducing ppls guy friend ? making them feel miserable !!!!
