trying to...
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
trying to smile for you.
trying to be friends with you.
trying to pretend nothing has happened.
trying to accept the fact.
trying to accept the new you.
trying to not drop tears.
trying to tell you everything.
trying to....i'm really trying to.
teachers and yourself's day today :)
went to mac at 6 plus...then ltr went jy house , waited for faun then off to mac
ate breakfast wif gals :)
then ltr bused to sch...
went bk classroom first , watched videos :)
then ltr went hall
performance :)
like the skit , imidating teachers one.
went to pri sch aft everything.
but can't go in cus got tuition :(
went tuition then ltr went off to far east to find faun , jy and yt
ate and walk around till...5 plus..
faun went home then we three went to tiong and walked around , bought our stuff then went to drink .
BURGER KING changed alot !
miss the times !
okay...
then ltr drank and talk at mos burger...
6 plus , jy went home .
me and yt talked there....
then ltr went to buy stuff then we both walked home :)
thanks yt for the hugs..thanks...
dunno how to express the touch-ness ,
u know de okay :) u know i always love you :)
thanks...thanks for being there for me <3
love you !
anything oso must come tell me kay~ i promise to be there for you always too~
i have alot of things to tell you .alot.
but i can't tell you. u know i can't
i can only swallow all these words inside me.
it's been like 3 months plus .
it's 1/9 tmr !
i'm still counting .
maybe u don't rmb at all already , but i;'m still counting.
i don't hate you , don't blame you.
won't ask you why . i believe you.
i believe that you're happy now.
i never once wanted to let anyone know i'm crying .
but i do need someone to be there for me sometimes.
to hug me , to comfort me , to tell me that everything will be fine.
but...ppl know i cant
i wanted my gals and you to know ,
i'm crying , i'm sad , i'm not happy , i'm want a hug , i need you all now !
but i dun wan you all to know too.
i dun wan my gals to worry abt me , dun wan them to be sad cus of me
i dun wan you to find me irritating , dun wan you to pity me , dun wan you to see me cry.
it's this feeling that always stop me from crying infront of your , being weak in front of your.
i told myself to not cry , to stop the tears in sch , infront of your . i forced myself.
yes , i have successfully to be a fake friend to you , in front of you .
but behide every smile and sentences to you , u never know how much it hurt . i'm sorry.
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